Rufus was just merely trying to regain his composure. He had actually lost his temper in front of Hakuba and worse yet, Tyki. There was a reason why Rufus had no friends as a kid. All the kids parent's belonged to his father and then there was the fact that Rufus had been so antisocial his whole life he didn't know how to do it without trying to use someone. He washed his little face and looked down at his hands and chest, waiting for his heart to stop pounding before descending again.