Saguru Hakuba (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
clockmaster) wrote2009-06-18 05:09 pm
clockmaster) wrote2009-06-18 05:09 pm
[Future dated after he goes to get drunk with Heiji B|]
I... I'm sorry no I'm not, I regret nothing It was the truth after all I should apologize anyway I hate this place ..I have kind of a massive hangover again
..those virus are becoming more and more troublesome as time goes by. Someone should do something about them.
The next week I’m leaving to London, I didn’t see my mother since Christmas. Fortunately.
Tyki if you need to discuss with me about the bachelor party give me a call, the rest of things related to the wedding are not my competence, ask Rufus or Nancy-sama.
[Locked to Kite]
The city and the mist is ready.
[/Locked to Kite]
[Private|| Fort Nox Locked-Unhackable]
My god, that last virus was..I don’t know. Worrisome.
Now I’m sure that I don’t need to see a psychologist. If I do, I will end murdering him. But I’m tired of making Alize and Baaya worried, tired of my Dad looking at me and knowing how few sleep I had, tired of everything…Bloody hell, Boxing don’t even wrok anymore.
Krad and I have a meeting tomorrow to have some tea, and I wonder…no don’t think that he noticed what I’m doing.
For what I learned of our conversations and the ones I saw he had others he has the profile of a sociopath. Or just a very twisted mind, we are not that different after all. A superficial charm, manipulative, conning, unable to recognize the rights of others and see their self-serving behaviors as permissible. A grandiose sense of self, entitled to certain things as "their right.", lack of Remorse, shame or guilt...A deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at their core.
Shallow emotions... need for stimulation... callousness...I'm not sure anymore if I'm talking about him or me. Maybe that's why he's so intriguing. But words are just words, I need to hear him talking. I need to hear him and see how much of a danger he really is to Daisuke and Darc, and by extension that idiot of Rufus. I still don’t know why I care. I shouldn’t.
Let’s hope that Krad doesn’t figure it out anytime son
..those virus are becoming more and more troublesome as time goes by. Someone should do something about them.
The next week I’m leaving to London, I didn’t see my mother since Christmas. Fortunately.
Tyki if you need to discuss with me about the bachelor party give me a call, the rest of things related to the wedding are not my competence, ask Rufus or Nancy-sama.
[Locked to Kite]
The city and the mist is ready.
[/Locked to Kite]
[Private|| Fort Nox Locked-Unhackable]
My god, that last virus was..I don’t know. Worrisome.
Now I’m sure that I don’t need to see a psychologist. If I do, I will end murdering him. But I’m tired of making Alize and Baaya worried, tired of my Dad looking at me and knowing how few sleep I had, tired of everything…Bloody hell, Boxing don’t even wrok anymore.
Krad and I have a meeting tomorrow to have some tea, and I wonder…no don’t think that he noticed what I’m doing.
For what I learned of our conversations and the ones I saw he had others he has the profile of a sociopath. Or just a very twisted mind, we are not that different after all. A superficial charm, manipulative, conning, unable to recognize the rights of others and see their self-serving behaviors as permissible. A grandiose sense of self, entitled to certain things as "their right.", lack of Remorse, shame or guilt...A deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at their core.
Shallow emotions... need for stimulation... callousness...I'm not sure anymore if I'm talking about him or me. Maybe that's why he's so intriguing. But words are just words, I need to hear him talking. I need to hear him and see how much of a danger he really is to Daisuke and Darc, and by extension that idiot of Rufus. I still don’t know why I care. I shouldn’t.
Let’s hope that Krad doesn’t figure it out anytime son
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