Saguru Hakuba

This place will never cease to impress me. When I thought that I saw it everything, giant robots, gods, virtual worlds...

He is really a country.

Oh he thinks he is, at least, but he sounds too convinced about it to be just a delusion. And after all, he is from a different world who knows for sure. He soudns really proud of his cou..himself.

It made me think. I been traveling most of my life, I was never sure were I belonged, I'm not sure if I know it yet. My mother says that I have too much of a disciplined mind for a British and Dad insist that I have too much of a compassionate heart for a Japanese. Baaya thinks that I got the best and worse of both at the same time. I just don't know anymore. If I had to choose, I will choose England over anything, but my life is now here on Ekoda. And yet...I hate it when people call me a Gaijin.

But like the fellow mis Edith Cavell said; Patriotism is not enough. I must have no hatred or bitterness towards anyone.

Guess that I'm just a World citizen, with a British heart an Japanese mind...at least I'm sure that my soul belongs to a read head witch.

Friends are a pain.

And so it's family.

I don't know why I fucking care that much.

...

I don't need a psychiatrist.  Right?

((Ref here. *goes to sleep*))

Ok, where I start….

Alize, I’m going to Zaza to pick you up, do you want to go to your apartment before we went to Ekoda? You will need clothes and your instruments. And talk to Dyme probably.

Ekoda have nothing to do with new York but I’m sure that you will like the change. I’m telling my father that you’re a friend from England who’s visiting, and that you will stay for the Christmas holidays too. He loves to have guest, and he’s a really friendly person, so not worry. He’s not much at home because as a high rank police he's always working, but my houseKeeper Baaya will be on the house if you need something.

You can stay on the guest’s room of the first floor, my room is on the second, and there’s also another guest room upstairs. It will be easier for you to move if you're on the first floor, but the one on the second have better views, your option. I will need to come and go to Gaia, but Aoko want to visit you, and that means that you will able to see our high-school.

Andddd….are you good at billiards? Because on the gameroom of the thirst floor there’s a pool table and I’m going to kick your ass at it, girl.

[Locked To Alize]

You’re not afraid of big cats, right? If you hear growls is probably Dark nation.
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Changing the subject..., 

Zechs while you was working I made a list of things you need for your house. Not just food but also furniture. You don’t have to pay attention to it if you don’t want, but it will be nice to make your house looks like…well, an inhabited house.

You wanted to show me how to drive, but do you really have a car? And the last question, Tyki’s coerl, Yvain, do you know where she is and who’s taking care of her?

[Locked To Zechs]

The ZERO program is complete now, but I want to make a prove first to be sure that all is alright, because to export it I needed to defrag…...ok, a lot of hacker’s terminology. To make it easy, I pulled it apart to move it around the net, and then I pulled it together again like a puzzle. I want to be sure that every piece is working properly before to try anything.
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I think I had too much coffee in two days. I need some tea. Tea is good. Right. Tea. I want some tea...

Akako my love, between travel and travel can I go to your house to see you? I will be here and there for a few days and I want to talk to you.

It appears that having the capacity of worldhhopping it's something more important than I thought. As I noticed recently due to certain events concerning people from more than five different worlds, It's quite annoying having to ask for help every time I need something delivered to another world, or when I want to go somewhere.

I studied the different ways of worlhopping that has many members of the community, and I concluded that I really need to learn a way to do it too. I'm not happy with the idea of asking a god like Kid-san did, or something like that because I really hate to ask for help....

Hrmp.

I will think of something.

I wonder if Moriarty is back to normal now...

Sometimes I wonder if psychos follow me, or if I follow them. It doesn’t matter much though, I blame it on being a detective, and I'm used to strange people.

Nevertheless, that creepy man bothers me. There’s always that feeling when he show up. The same I had before when I was in some particularly nasty cases, and the same who usually keeps you alive.

Don’t trust them. Don’t trust him. He’s hiding something. And he’s dangerous.

And there's she. She is dangerous too, but she’s easier to read than him. Is not like she don’t know what emotions are, she just can’t experience some of them. She can predict what people would do in a given situation, and recognize the very emotions motivating them. She just can't feel what others are feeling. I can understand that. But he is different. He simply not care.

And now there’s our new English teacher, Ernest-Sensei…

Kuroba was right. There’s something strange about him. Like..his Ki. If he is really half Irish half English I will eat my clock. I have the sensation that something is not right, that he hiding something too. He told me that he wanted to get away from all, but about what is he running away is the question.

I have the same strange feeling with him around. Real motivations set problems more often than other things to me. The primordial soup of hormones and neurotransmitters make people tick, and twitch, and change their minds, and there are only just so much I can decipher logically. People usually don't think of the consequences before jumping into something of which they know nothing. I try not to be like that but I fail sometimes too. Well, maybe it wouldn't be that bad or that ridiculous, but something would go terribly wrong.

Without proves thought are just thought, and fast judgments were never my style.

Let’s see how this goes.