clockmaster | [RL With Zechs- Noah'splot]

"That can took some time, it's normal to feel tired after 7 hours. and no, the coffee is supposed to help you against the sleep." Hakuba gazed at Zechs's drink. "Better than that for sure." He quickly turned back to face the computer again, Doyle's interface showing up.

"I saw that. But I didn't wanted to talk to the others Noahs. Tyki let me know how dangerous they are, and they didn't looked exactly friendly to me. I tried to know as much as them as I can, but avoiding to ask them personally. Sometimes, regain information is more easy than people thought. You just need to know what to ask and who ask the correct questions. "Hakuba tone was empty of any arrogance, he was just stating a fact.

"It's like when princess Azula was missing..I asked the woman who tried to kill her directly and he told me where the princess was." Hakuba saw Zechs's tense features reflexed on the computer and looked apologetic at him."Allen said that Tyki was defeated, but not dead, it means that he's probably with his master Millennium Earl. If that's true, you can be sure that he's alright." At least when it comes to his body, he added mentally.

Considering the coffee more favorably now, Zechs nodded slowly. He definitely wasn't thinking clearly. Of course coffee was to keep a person awake. However, being more awake might mean he'd have to feel things more immediately. And the bourbon he was drinking now was wrapping his brain in a soft blanket of apathy. He was hesitant to leave it.

Zechs did not cringe when Hakuba mentioned Tyki by name. He was very worried. He wanted to do something now. He felt so helpless. Hakuba's arrogance was accepted as fact, however. Zechs trusted he had the abilities and instincts necessary to be a detective. And he himself was used to fishing for information in order to get the correct facts. Even from enemies.

Especially from enemies. Zechs was very good at getting information from dangerous people. But he wasn't in the mood to boast.

"Physically all right," Zechs growled, unintentionally echoing Hakuba's thoughts. "But not immediately. It likely would take Mikk some time to recover. Else, why has he not contacted any of us?"

"Since I can't be sure of his actual mental state, I can't tell you for sure about it. You know that I don't like to take fast judgments."

Hakuba's fingers stopped and he was silent for a moment, his own thoughts beating his mind. He didn't wanted to think about that. Too many possibilities, too many ways to commit a mistake. Doyle was trying to tell him something, and that made him go back reality. He took out his cellphone and pushed some buttons before to left it on the table and. "Doyle, I want you to find all the information you could about the ZERO system, please."

"yes Saguru-niichan." A masculine, yet still juvenile, voice replied.

While the program worked alone, he faced Zechs again, looking at his eyes. No wonder people called him a cold heartless bastard, he always left his feeling behind when it was needed. It helped him to cope with situations like this.

"You talked to Tyki’s family. Bad thing. It caught their attention. Even worse thing. it just a matter of time until they find out what do you mean to Tyki, or worse, the exorcist find out about it. Ones will try to kills you and the others, if they don't try to exterminate you too, will want to use you against him." Hakuba unclenched his hands, he didn't realized that he was being so tense. "That's why i want to ask you not to do anything until we know for sure about Tykis's fate."

"Debitt has told me he is sane," Zechs said, his voice strained with worry despite his best efforts. Even he could only keep up his heartless mask for so long. "But we cannot know anything further. Not until I have more information."

That was the purpose of ZERO, after all. Zechs was also considered to be a heartless bastard as well. During the war, he had betrayed his allies and committed treason against his own military for higher ideals. He held his own sister under guard - for her own safety, but under duress - and was willing and able to kill his closest two friends. Few people who knew him well on his world actually liked the man.

"Debitt assumes I am like any of the Noah's other friends. He is known for having human associates. They will not discover there is a deeper connection." Zechs' tone was becoming more stained. He knew he had acted in haste. And he didn't want to place Tyki in jeopardy. But he didn't know what else could be done. And he couldn't simply do nothing.

"The Exorcists already know Mikk and I are ... close, unfortunately. At Mrs. Bella Cullens' wedding, the ..." Zechs was finding it difficult to speak. His hands clenched his knees. "... the large reason Mikk left at all, not fighting the Exorcists further, was because he ... feared for my safety."

Zechs' face was still calm, unnaturally so. But his eyes were shut, concentrating on maintaining that demeanor.

"I'm not totally sure about what happened on Miss Bella's wedding. I just know that it was bad, and since I know that Cross was a friend of her. I'm right If I assume that he was on the weeding as well? Noah's and Exorcists... recipe for trouble."

The blonde boy listened to Zechs words, he sounded like a man older than his real age. Hakuba felt his own facade cracking slightly.

"I can't see how a program like ZERO can help you in that..." Hakuba murmured softly, looking sad, and sighed. "..but I will do all I can to help."

Hakuba cleared his throat and looked away, glad to have the computer to work with instead of looking at Zechs. He knew that sometimes one put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.

He sank down into the chair at the same time multiple browser window popped up on the computer screen.

"Two of the Noah were invited - Debitt and Jasdero - and the Exorcists Allen, General Cross, General Klaud, and Kanda were also invited. Ty-" Zechs stopped, clenched his knee harder, then calmed. "Mikk decided to attend because he was worried his cousins may be attacked and killed. When the twin Noah attacked the Exorcists, Mikk joined. Events progressed predictably from there."

This was very hard. The more Zechs talked about this, the more that he was reminded why he was so worried. He had been coping before because he was concentrating on a plan of action. This was focusing on the man he was trying to help, which made him emotional. Zechs realized now that Tyki must have ... loved him even then. He swallowed.

"ZERO will be a tool I can use. Right now, there are too many variables and possibilities for us to judge what the correct course of action is. With the ZERO, I will be able to see all the correct paths and possibilities. Such is advanced usage of the machine, which I have previously mastered." Zechs' voice was full of his own arrogance, and just a hint of that underlying madness. "Currently, I have no ... ability, to assist anyone. The ZERO system will change that."

Zechs was just on the edge of breaking down, but was holding onto his calm facade by a thread. He wasn't putting up his walls to keep Hakuba out. Nor was he trying to call for attention, to see if anyone cared enough to see beneath them.

He was trying to protect the boy from what lay within. One hand held his glass tightly. Zechs drank more deeply from it, the bourbon not managing to sooth him any longer. Indeed, he looked and sounded like a man far older than twenty-three.

Hakuba’s face was concentrate while Zechs explained him the wedding’s events, but he smiled slightly when the older man talked about his capacities. There, there, Zechs was sounding a bit crazy too, but the strong character of a soldier was still there too.

He was refusing to call Tyki by his name. It bothered Hakuba a lot, but he tried not to pay attention to it for now, noticing that Zechs control was in tin ice. He really wished that Zechs choose the coffee instead of the tea. Oh well, the night was going to be long.

Doyle's voice interrupted them, it was probably keeping an ear on them, Hakuba thought.

"Master Hakuba, I'm nearly done." The detective looked at the screen, where more windows opened and closed by themselves,data scrolling by faster than Hakuba could track. He closed his eyes, leaning back in the chair, half afraid of what the answers were going to be.

"Found him." Windows closed as Doyle show him a long file indicating the security system of the ZERO program. Hakuba frown in annoyance. That was going to be a hell to hack and he will need to use Doyle to create some problems in another interfaces to cause a distraction while he was working. Doyle was a master hacker, but Hakuba wasn't particularly enthralled with the idea of the A.I. breaking the law, even if Zechs told him that this wasn't illegal on his world. Doyle was quite happy to stay out of everyone's radar, thank you very much. That means that Hakuba will do most of the hard work.

Hakuba incorporated a bit in the seat and started to work, his fingers moving quickly over the keyboard.

"It's going to take me hours just to go trough the first walls of the system. Can you do me a favor? I like to work while I'm hearing something....Tell me a good memory of yours, Zechs."

Referring to his lover by his last name - something Zechs had almost never done, in the past - distanced himself from what was going on, emotionally. If he called Tyki 'Mikk' instead, then it was almost as if he was talking about someone else. It was his own method of coping. It wasn't working very well.

Absently, he glanced at the computer when the program Doyle claimed it had found the security system. Zechs also noticed the look of annoyance on Hakuba's face. Whatever security was around the ZERO system, he guessed Heero Yuy himself might have written it. Which would mean it would be almost, but not quite, completely uncrackable. But Hakuba didn't say it was impossible. He just claimed it would take a while.

Zechs' smile was wry. He finished off his glass of bourbon, then frowned at it. Did he get another? Perhaps it was time for coffee instead. He wanted to remain awake for this. For now, however, he didn't touch the mug.

"A good memory?" Most of his good memories, of late, were rather painful instead in present context. Zechs thought further back. "Do you know why I was known as the Lightning Baron?"

Hakuba never took her eyes from the computer, hoping that Zechs would understand that he needed to center his attention on the screen, but on the corner of his eye he saw how Zechs drank the last of the glass.

"Because or your awesome golden hair?" Hakuba commented, trying to sound like a soft joke, not mocking. he knew that Zechs wasn't on the mood, and either was him, but a change of subject would be good for now.

Zechs' face tensed, but he recognized Hakuba was attempting to joke, and didn't comment upon it. Under different circumstances, he might have attempted a polite, fake smile, but he was too on edge to accomplish such a thing. The best he could do now was remain calm.

"As much as I appreciate the compliment," Zechs said wryly, the most he could manage as his own joke, "No. That is not the reason." He picked up the coffee mug, and let it warm his hands. He smelled the liquid within it, yet still did not drink.

"When I was fifteen, a small and somewhat insignificant terrorist organization attacked an Alliance base in Asia, off the Pacific Ocean. The Specials - an elite and highly skilled military branch of the Alliance, nearly independent of them - were called in to suppress the terrorist activities."

"I was one of the few pilots selected. The Specials came to this insignificant mission because they wished to test the mobile suits Romefeller had recently developed. Yet, the commanders in charge also wished to test my skills. I did not disappoint them."

Zechs paused, still inhaling his coffee's scent, not yet drinking the liquid.

Hakuba made a face at Zechs' bitter irony, he was never good at jokes after all, that was Kuroba's strong point, not his.

Listening with interest, the detective nodded. "Go along, please. Who give you that name? The Specials themselves?"

"Yes," Zechs answered, a bit of pride coming into his voice. But also a hint of annoyance. He enjoyed his skill and was proud of the position he had earned. But he also wished he wasn't worshiped as he had been by some of the Alliance and OZ soldiers. Such regard helped him as his role of Treize's pawn, but he didn't enjoy it.

"When my commander asked of me to end the battle quickly, within three minutes, I informed him I could accomplish it in one. And my actions supported my words."

There was also a little of melancholy there, also, but Zechs didn't elaborate upon it. "I suppose, before then, he did not view me as an equal. Some boy, perhaps, who was filled with arrogance yet little skill. However, he said I fought like lightning, and the nickname developed from there."

"It's a bit annoying when someone can't see you as an equal just because of your age." Hakuba commented nonchalant, Zechs's words calling him a God damned kid because he refused to let him take a worldhopp to the ark were still burning on his mind. He knew that he need more experience and that there was still a lot to learn, but he hated it when people judged him by his looks.

He couldn't care less about if he was young, or if he looks too pretty as some idiotic officer informed him one day. The important was the brain and the mind, not the looks. On a case, you can't trust your eyes, the most innocent looking person can be the most sadistic criminal. And it was the same with his private life, that was one of the reasons that he liked men and women without distinctions. He cared for the person behind the bodies.

"But you prove them wrong, and you show them how good you were, and that's the important thing. You must respect yoruself, the other's opinions aren't always important."

Zechs glared at Hakuba a bit, but ignored the hidden barb. He called Hakuba a kid because he was angry, mostly. When he was just nineteen, after all, he commanded armies and nearly destroyed the Earth. It wasn't his age - it was his experiences. Hakuba was never a soldier, and he had never been forced to kill a man. Never learned how to estimate how quickly he could kill men.

In that way, Hakuba would be forever young to him. But it was also why, except for when he was angry, Zechs didn't consider it an insult. It was a compliment instead.

Zechs was the last person to judge someone merely by their looks. Especially based on his own experience.

"Other people's opinions are rarely so important to me," Zechs said coldly, but admitted - showing a great trust in Hakuba, "except this man was one I wanted to impress and gain the respect of. I had admired his abilities as a soldier for a few years, and we had much in common. When he could see me as his equal, we could become friends."

Bitter, he said, "Such petty things were important to me at the time."

"Thing like that is what give us a reason to keep trying, Zechs. Some people call it hope, I call it stubbornness."

Hakuba looked at him for a moment and smiled. Zechs had still to drink the coffee, but at least the mug was on his hands now. The detective turned back his attention to run an specially difficult code who will break some of the security walls. The Zero system have a lot of them, and some they were just fake ways. A bunch of security to find nothing, just a loss of time.

"Was you successful? You two become friends I mean?"

(ooc: is he talking about Treize?)

Zechs' features tensed once again, but this was a welcome distraction for him. Talking about Treize was infinitely less painful than talking about Tyki. Not surprising. He hadn't meant for their conversation to travel down this path, but he wouldn't divert it.

Also, he was drunk. While he hid it well, it made him a bit more talkative about certain things than usual. Hakuba was merely lucky enough to witness it.

"For a time," Zechs acknowledged. "We were even close. Understanding ... was an important issue between us. We had felt there were so few people who could know the sorts of persons we were, beneath our masks. Who could share the visions we could see for the world."

Zechs' expression was dark. "Yet perhaps it would have been a better thing if I had not become friends with such a man."

Hakuba made an small movement of the head or a murmuring sound from time to time to let him know that he was listening; even if he was actually frowning at the screen, like to blame him for all their problems.

Zechs was still tense, it was obviously that he was a man who valued his secrets and didn't enjoy the idea of sharing them. hakuba respected that, and feel honored to have Zech's trust, even if it was increased by the sorrow and a slightly drunken state. he wondered how Tyki did it to get under Zechs's shield and if they close relationship was exactly because they share a really difficult past and some dark secrets.

"..why that?"

Hesitating, Zechs took a moment to respond to Hakuba's innocent question. To buy himself some time, he sipped lightly at his coffee, barely consuming any of the drink. Merely stalling as he attempted to think of how to explain. He wanted to tell the truth. But he didn't know how much of the truth he should tell.

It wasn't that he didn't trust Hakuba. He could tell the boy secrets, obviously, and they would be kept. But a lot of this sort of thing was private, emotional. Yet more than anything else, he didn't know if the Detective could understand. It came down to experience again. Hakuba had never been a soldier, never killed anyone, never contemplated the murder of millions. Tyki and he could form such a close friendship initially because they were both monstrous.

"... He was a man who was excellent at manipulating other persons. Especially those who he cared for, who cared for him in turn. I was commonly known as his pawn, and for a time I was proud of my role. Yet eventually, even when I broke all ties with him - I still felt as if I was a part of his larger mechanizations."

Zechs looked rather grim, hardly calm at all. Yet at least he wasn't thinking about Tyki, injured and alone on the Ark. This was a past memory he had already defeated. "If I had not known him as I had, things might not had happened as they did. Though be it for better or for ill, I do not know."

Eyes focussed on a binary code now, Hakuba feel Zechs hesitation. He was telling him more with his silence than his words.

"... He was a man who was excellent at manipulating other persons. Especially those who he cared for, who cared for him in turn. Hakuba knew about this, at some level, her mother was like that, and he was afraid to become a person like that some day.

"You couldn't help yourself, Zechs, sometimes we can't choose the person we get interested in, we just do.Every man has his own courage, and is betrayed because he seeks in himself the courage of other persons." Hakuba sighed and quoted Oscar Wilde. "I like persons better than principles, and I like persons with no principles better than anything else in the world.".

Zechs glared. "One may always help themselves. Choice is one of the few things we are afforded. I had given my trust willingly to such an individual, and I may have chosen wrongly. Even with ZERO, I could never determine if such a path was the correct one."

As he drank more of his coffee, he was feeling increasingly tired. Normally, this would make him suspicious. Angry. Violent. But a strange sort of calm was settling as well. Perhaps some of the bourbon was finally having its intended effect?

But Zechs didn't want to sleep. He didn't want to dream.

"... How goes the hacking, as we speak of the program?" Zechs asked.

At Zechs's glare, Hakuba smiled softly again. Even if Zechs was still worried, and patronizing him a bit, it was good to hear him concentrated in other's thing than worrying about Tykis. Not like that wasn't comprehensible, Hakuba was worried as hell too, but showing it and panic will not help anyone. So he choose to be the cold heartless bastard because sometimes someone needed to be that.

He noticed how Zechs's body language changed as he drank. Akako's potion was working, slowly, like a caress of the lady of the night, calling him to sleep.

"Sadly, it goes slowly. It can took me more than I first expected. That's why I told you about not making fast judgments, they explode on your face. I thought that It would just took me the whole night but maybe it's a bit more, even with Doyle working on it too. Who designed the system was a genius or a mad person. A mix of both, probably."

Zechs was trying very hard not to show his worry and panic. But it was extremely hard, even for someone like him. Who didn't even bat an eye when his closest friend died. But he had never loved someone like this before. And he had never been told he could do nothing about a situation as an adult. Zechs always could cope better if he could do something.

But Hakuba's words had an unexpected effect. Zechs laughed, darkly and and morbidly, but he laughed all the same. He gave the Detective a more honest look than he intentionally had all evening.

"The scientists who designed the ZERO system were mad. But the man - the boy - who designed the security system around it is perhaps madder. But he was the finest warrior I have ever faced in battle. If you can best him in this, you will indeed earn my respect. He is not a force to be trifled with."

The boy wasn't sure if the laugh was scary or relieving, but he grinned back.

"Well, he certainly must be proud of his creation."

A boy uh? Kid where usually better at technology than adult gave them credit for, that's going to be interesting.

"But anything is sacred, Zechs. I estimate that it will take me a day, maybe less. Don't worry. Can you told me a bit more about him? Maybe it will help me to understand why the program is so challenging."

Thinking, this being difficult as Zechs grew increasingly tired, he tried to think of the best way to describe the pilot of Gundam 01. Slowly, he offered, "He would have written the security program sometime after the war, I am guessing. I know the ZERO system is only archived for research purposes. But we are all very concerned it could fall into the wrong hands."

Heero Yuy would say Zechs' hands would qualify as the wrong ones, he would guess, but they weren't going to mention that. Shifting a little more in his chair, becoming comfortable, he continued, "His reflexes and strength are superhuman. Even during the war, when he was about fifteen, he looked to be much younger. But intelligence points evidence to the boy having been involved in various terrorist organizations since early childhood."

Zechs was also more genuinely relaxed now than he had been previously. Talking shop, as Noin might call it, helped to calm him considerably. "He works best in solo missions, but has the ability to work together with team members when required. He follows orders without hesitation, but has the ability to question orders. That was not trained out of him. He is currently a high ranking agent in the Preventers Peacekeeping Organization. His presence there alone frightens some government officials into remaining peaceful. He's considered one of the most dangerous people alive."

So was Zechs, but he wasn't boasting about himself. He was speaking almost fondly, as if recalling someone he was close friends with - rather than someone who he had faced as an enemy.

Hakuba rubbed the back of his neck and took a sip of his own coffee as he thought about the information that Zechs shared with him. Just fifteen years, and he did all that. Strange. Impressive too.

"And might I inquire what was your relationship with him?" This was said in complete innocence and determination, meeting Zechs's eyes.

Edited 2008-11-30 04:15 (UTC)

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I need to dissappear again for a bit, be back in 2 hours >_> sorry

It's okay dearie. <3 I'll be here!

I'm back baby! :D

*dances* *gives you cookies*

YAY! *nom nom nom nom* :3

Everyone loves cookies! <3

Oh so true <3~ Chocolate cookies are the best!

With a bit of milk~

Yummy, oh yes ^_^

The world needs more cookies. :D

And panckakes :D specially for Emo!Zechs....he needs cookies with Tykis' shape or something >_>

zomg pancakes are awesome. And waffles. Hakuba should cook some for him. <3

He will cook for him on the morning..if Zecks drink the damn coffee >:|

Don't worry, don't worry, he'll drink it. He might hate Hakuba for drugging him, though. >.>;;

Akako's poison can't be detected. Hakuba will say that he fell sleep 'cause he was drunk >_>

Hakuba should be glad that Zechs is drunk and therefore less suspicious. >.>;;

<_< Hakuba is innocent as pure snow...sneaky detective is sneaky >D

All Zechs can say was he'd better get a ZERO out of this. D:

He is, but Hakuba is delaying it on purpose, and Doyle will keep and eye on zero <3

If Zechs doesn't get the ZERO system from Hakuba he'll just go to someone else D:

He will give him ZERO, but with an undetectable portion of Doyle in it who is watching over Zechs<3

dances gives you cookies

YAY! nom nom nom nom :3